I spend a lot of time trying to move hypothetical mountains. My loved ones point out to me, as I also recognize, that I seem to go from one crisis to another. I agree with this, especially when I am experiencing heightened symptoms of bipolar disorder. The combination of anxiety, depression, and mood swings make for one squeaky, rusty, almost unhinged mindset. Fortunately God is the ultimate surveyor of topography and already knows what mountains exist in our future, because he has already claimed victory over them.
By human nature I become wound up in the worrisome things I can see, feel or imagine. My imagination is quite vivid when it comes to creating a mountain of potential crisis. God’s Word tells us to trust in Him and reminds us that faith means believing what you cannot see or even imagine.
A simple message from Jesus brings encouragement, “I will remember our sins no more.” Faith in this promise helps us to keep from dwelling on the past. In Matthew, Jesus also says, “don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have troubles of its own,” illustrating that worrying about the future is nonproductive to our mental health and wellbeing. His Word gives clear direction about living in the moment and appreciating our daily blessings.
In Sarah Young’s Jesus Calling devotional she outlines the promise that if a mountain appears in our future, or when it does, God will either lead us around it, equip us to climb it, or move it altogether. Sometimes part of our journey is to climb mountains and to endure the pain and struggle, in order to achieve something greater that God has planned for us. Singer Lauren Daigle beautifully delivers this line from the ballad, Trust in You, “When You don’t move the mountains, I’m needing You to move….I will trust in You.”
The mountain I face is a constant balancing act regarding my emotions. This struggle often tricks me into trying to control the uncontrollable. The Lord knows my obstacles and your struggle as well. Each day He provides precious moments. You know, that ever so honeysuckle sweet peace, that passes all understanding. Peace provides the strength we need to keep climbing, because every bit of our pain is only temporary.
What is your mountain?
Rob Goodwin is a best-selling author, playwright, and columnist. Diagnosed more than 18 years ago, he continues to live with bipolar disorder and strives to be an advocate for the millions who suffer in silence. Follow Rob at www.facebook.com/authorrobgoodwin or authorrobgoodwin.com
